"Hello! It's been a while since my last post but it seems that the only time that I have to work on a post is at an insane time like 1 am (like today) or during work when I get 20 minutes away from the kids! And even then I can't work on anything because these children are quite the bunch. Well camp ends on August 1st so I will officially be free to breathe for a bit. This week has been weird.
I was able to visit Google Headquarters and it was the most amazing experience of my life. While I was there I decided that my goal in life is to work or intern at Google at some point during my existence. It was so chill and an amazing environment and I just which I was around that 24/7.
In less exciting news, I had a two severe panic attacks this week. The first one I dealt with on my own and it was induced by my anxiety about college and work and just life in general. The second one was just because of the fact that I felt so disposable. My boss spoke to me in a way that made me feel like I wasn't anything. As if he could replace me with a snap of his fingers and it made..."
I wrote this four months ago and never finished it. Well aren't I great at this whole blogging thing. I'm coming back slowly but surely. I have a lot to write about since officially this Thursday I will be done with my first semester of college. I'm trying to get back into writing because I think I'm starting to get bad again and I don't want that. So lets see how this second try goes! See you in a week!
